𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝔂'𝓼 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 || 13 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓦𝓱𝔂 {𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 2}
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 6h 37m
Complete, First published Oct 27, 2020
Mature
Book 2 of 4

Every cigarette I smoke I dedicate to you. This is because you both kill me inside. You know my lips well and every time we touch, it sets fire to my soul. Both lasting briefly. Both killing me inside out. But both leaves me wanting more.

"I suffer alone because I don't wanna burden anyone, I don't want them to treat me differently because I have a few wires crossed in my brain differently than theirs. I don't want to explain to them the shit that I been through... I've seen things that I can't unseen... I've done things I can't undo. I just want the pain to stop... I don't want to wake up one day and finally have the courage to kill myself because after I can't unkill myself. Nothing terrifies me more than myself and I have to live with myself for as long as I'm alive."


⚠️Contains strong language and heavy issues as portrayed on 13 reasons why! Do not read if you get triggered by issues such as depression, anxiety, sexual abuse, domestic abuse, emotional abuse, psychological abuse, drug addiction, self harm, teen pregnancy or suicide.⚠️

Started: 30/10/20
Finished: 04/01/21
Status: Concluded
Season: 2

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