Phase
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Last published Wed, Oct 28, 2020
A phase.
That's what everyone calls it. They say that at 17 you can't truly know who you are and what you want to be. Apparently if it's not what the world says is normal then it's wrong.
I know who I am. I am a man. A man trapped in this horrific, curvy body. I never asked to be like this. Never. But this is what I got. And I will do whatever I can to make sure I get what I deserve. A body that belongs to me. A strong, masculine body.
This is the story of me. The story of how I know I was never meant to be Lisa Monroe. The story where I remind myself of who I am. The story where I do whatever it takes to become the real me. The story of Dylan Monroe- the transgender man.
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