For John
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Last published Thu, Feb 11, 2021
Alexander has been in love with John Laurens since they first met, but, something happens that will change his entire life. Once Alexander receives a letter, his entire world falls apart. Will he be able to move on from John or will he continue to build up walls and push away his friends?
Art not mine cause I can't draw. Uh. Contains angst, fluff, and smut. Read if you dare? I guess? Lams and Jeffmads will be hinted at and mentioned but the end goal for this is Jamilton. Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading(even though it's sad) and have a nice day/night!
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