HER

No matter how much I try there's always going to be failure coming by way. Nowadays I can't seem to escape that. I never wanted this to end this way or should I say, I never wanted to end. What we had was great, it was special, you made feel special. I'd give up everything to have that back to be able to tackle these obstacles that are in my path. I've tricked everyone, my friends, my parents, my uncles, my grandparents, even myself into thinking that everything was going to be ok. I don't know what to think now, I'm lost, I'm lost and I can't find myself. When will this all end for me, when will I be able to be happy again but I want to be happy with you. You're important to me, you've become part of my life that I can't just leave behind. No matter how hurt I may because of the events that happened between us, I can never leave you. I'm very sorry.