Hi. I am Sebastian, Sebastian Ash Daneson. I preferably would like to be called Ash if you don't mind, There Is a whole reason to why I would prefer you to call me by my middle name, and I will be leading you on throughout this story as if it is me writing a diary or a letter. I am a 16 year old, waiting for a life to pass me by, give me something worth living for, for someone to walk into my life and never walk out. Should I stay? or should I go? Somebody interfered with my inner questions, and helped me keep going. I am here for you all to do that as well. I hope you enjoy the story of my life, and how it is now continuing on with a lighter view in my eyes and I am now ready to keep fighting.
This will have triggering things in such as, Swearing, Suicidal thoughts/Mentions, Cutting, Sad backgrounds, and maybe certain talks of drug uses and OD.
If you dislike them subjects, I suggest you leave this story and find one more suitable for you.
Shoutout to my friend, Hannah. She helped me plan most of this, helped me with this teenagers background and name. So credits to her as well! Anyways, lets get started! I hope you enjoy this story if you do choose to read on!
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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