The demon in my mind

Have you ever wanted to escape reality and leave this awful place?
Minds are dangerous. My mind especially .... it's full of demons
Stella has hated sleeping since first grade. Her mind is full of trauma from her parent's death and she killed them to her almost being murdered by someone she had to stay with. She has a monster called Ghoul that haunts her mind and she has a big fear of dying. Her mind is a vessel full of nightmares and when she sleeps, monsters come to life. After being raped She ends up having no family and no one to trust. But then she has to stay with her bully Alek Johnson who is always misunderstood.
Will she drown or stay with the love of her life?