Left Me Behind

I feel like there's no place for me in this world...

I am Ashley. Yeah, just Ashley. My parents left me in the orphanage when I was four years old. Unfortunately, one day a woman and a man took me home and later on, I started calling them my parents... They annoyed me so much and believe me they still do. Everyday I used to be sad, but when my thought of leaving the world made sense, a boy came into my life and for the first time, I experienced the feeling of being cared. I don't care if I was wrong because Nick made me feel alive and made me think that I worth living.

As I grew up, I started getting interested in such things that I had not even thought about...
And unexpectedly, I had to face challenges, sadness, broken hearts, weird secrets that I did not even know I would have to deal with.
...And the boy I gave my heart to since childhood. The only person who's the reason I am alive today.

But....

Will I be able to get the strength to move on after knowing the answers of the questions I wanted to ask since I was abandoned?