My Never-Ending Trauma
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Last published Thu, May 22, 2025
*Still writing the story* Updated 5/21/2025
After suffering through a traumatizing night, Lilly's life has been left a wreck. It has been a year since the incident, and Lilly is trying to get her life back on track while trying to solve the case of who murdered her father. With a fresh new start, Lilly attends a new school and meets Blake. Blake can tell Lilly is suffering so he tries to take her under his wing while dealing with his own troubled life. Together they try and solve her dad's murder case while chemistry starts to spark.
Trigger warning:
This story is a bit violent. The story contains murder, weapons, stabbing, and blood. The main character Lilly has nightmares of the incident and the first chapter starts with a nightmare. Read at your own cost.
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