THEN & NOW

Its the day when i realized more texts n calls with a bunch of love and care from you could only keep my mind to the bright side brought out the worst in me..! No longer getting these thingy could really shake up my world..I finally realised..keeping my feelings in my own pocket isn't that easy..Even in the chaos Im a lost kid.. My whole wide smile turns to the hefty tears within a blink of an eye..maybe that would be because I made all those curves in my lips just to make sure that "who cares" stuff works with me..Dreams are the finest gifts any moody pal could get..but the harder part is falling for him..the better the things are the harder to get it..falling asleep is a big deal for me now...nights are meant for me convincing myself about life..it helps a little ...and when thoughts drizzle over my tireness the sun conquer over the dark...its all just a few moments for me getting through everything n everyone..sleepeless nights .,starving abs., dark circles are getting stronger each day..its said that our eyes reflect our hearts..maybe its getting darker inside..Im trying harder..but nothing ever getts better..Remember..!! You were my sunshine..Now the days are colder and the nights, frozen..getting over you may be tough but thats what life taught me.."BREAK the TOUGH and you will be STRONGER"