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Always Wondering

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Parts 9
Time 28m

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Stop please I shout. trying to get away from him. Before I new it he was on top of me pushing me down. Please leave me alone I scream. I could feel my eyes getting weaker. You do not talk to me like that he shouts. holding me down harder. Get away from me! I shout. he looks at me with anger in his eyes. You are going to regret yelling at me. He slowly starts kissing my neck and before I  know it I'm in the darkness.


Nora Anderson is a loving sweet caring girl. But she fell in love with the love of her life, well at least she thinks she did for that matter. He was sweet caring guy before he started to become heartless or was that all a act from the start. 

Axel Evans is a mysterious person who has a lot of secrets. He isn't the kind of person to talk about his personal life.  His parents died when he was 14 ever sense then he try's to find justices for his parents what happens when he finds is parents killer but Nora is one of his hostages. Will he use Nora as bat to get her parents killer who escaped or will he help Nora forget about the torcher her first true love put her through...All Rights Reserved

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 💗

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