I Don't Want To Say It

I know I like him, I just don't want to say it. The fact he would wave and smile at me everyday makes me feel like I'm gonna blush. Every time I sit beside him, I can feel my heart pounding. Will it ever stop? Sometimes I feel I'm gonna go insane, I feel like I'm gonna blow up, but when I "Try" to smile at him, my smile would look weird, when will I ever admit to him that I like him? Well, probably I'm a bit timid or something like that... (Updates will probably be pretty slow, it's a work in progress)