Reality
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Sometimes I wonder why I'm here every morning I do the same thing. I get up I eat I go to school come home and eat some more. I mean really... Honestly who am I? Who is Madeleine Reign? Because when I see me in the mirror sometimes I can't even recognize myself. Maybe if I wait long enough... This inperpetual hell will just go away. Maybe it will fly away on a summers breeze and I'll feel the sun on my face... Or maybe and this, this is what truly scares me... Maybe it will never go away... Maybe I've doomed myself forever.
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