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Forever on my Mind (SemiShira)

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angst eitasemi haikyu haikyuu haikyuuufanfiction hanahaki hanahakifanfic kenjiroshirabu semi semishira semishirabook semixshirabu shirabu shirabuxsemi shirasemi shiratoraziwa tendou

"Unrequited love is the deadliest emotion," 

"Yeah, no shit,"

Some people have better luck with love than others. Shirabu isn't one of them. His unrequited love caused flowers to grown in his lungs. It's called Hanahaki, and he doesn't have much time. 

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Disclaimer: I do not own any Haikyuu characters or take credit for them in any way. Also character personalities are a little off due to the story line. Hope you enjoy :)


Started: December 1, 2020

Ended: November 22, 2021All Rights Reserved

angst eitasemi haikyu haikyuu haikyuuufanfiction hanahaki hanahakifanfic kenjiroshirabu semi semishira semishirabook semixshirabu shirabu shirabuxsemi shirasemi shiratoraziwa tendou

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Pink Petals (Sonadow) by Sonicc_cc

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