freshman year- the story of chloe valentine // be more chill

{TW: EATING DISORDERS, ABUSE, DRUGS,} You've heard the story of high school loser Jeremy Heere but you never heard the origin tale of how head bitch Chloe Valentine made her way to the top freshman year, A bookworm with a daydreaming habit soon becoming invested in popular boy Jake Dillinger breaks her to the path of high school hierchey along with questioning her sexuality. Things go down hill once she battles with a severe eating disorder and a troubled relationship whilst forgetting who her real friends are.
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""I'm not the person I started as, but who is? The thing is we all leave parts of our past in our current self but I don't think there's anything left""
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""There was a moment where I looked in his eyes where I saw my old best friend, The one who gave me advice, helped me in a abusive relationship, brought me home when I was drunk. But looking into his eyes on the surface all I saw was a dickhead. And all he saw in mine was the same. There was no more left of the girl next door who painted pretty sunsets and danced around to old music. All there was, was the school slut.
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"Partying did not mean the treatments didn't work. Partying did not mean he didn't hit you. Partying doesn't mean she loves you. I swayed as my vision failed me. I couldn't see the numbers on my phone but I frantically called the first number I can think would be awake at this odd hour. "