Why Me?
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Ongoing53m
Last published Fri, Jun 5, 2015
"When i get back you better be here! dont go fucking around okay? now go upstairs to your room you little whore" My dad said to me. i ran upstairs and showered, i got out then got ready. i put light make up on some of my bruises. My dad is a drunk, he wont stop drinking. When he sees a beer theres no controlling him, he always beats me when hes drunk but when hes sober he doesnt he just doesnt talk to me. He has business trips a lot sometimes they arent even real, he just leaves so he can go fuck some whores and to get away from me. He leaves for a really long time, right now hes leaving for 3-4 months and i am glad he is.
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