Losing someone is never easy. Knowing the fact that you will never see them again hurts already. You need to alter your life forever and make adjustments for you to move on and continue living your life without them. No amount of time can erase the scars. No one could fill the hole inside. It's just like trying to forget them but you are still waiting for them to come back. It's like drowning with your own tears. It hurts like hell that sometimes you end up thinking blankly not knowing what to do. Wishing and hoping that he/she should've brought you with them. Nobody wants to leave their loved ones and nobody wants to be left at the same time.