Numb, Blank, Dead.

This kind of pain, is something I've never experienced.

I'm not even talking about the blood dripping from my arm or my leg, or the fact that my head is pounding and my ears are ringing but, that is not the pain I'm feeling.

My heart is broken, shattered, destroyed, he destroyed my life, my heart my whole body and I hate him for it, or that's what I tell my self, I can't hate him, I love him so much, I can't find it in my self to hate him, even after everything.

I want another chance at life, at love, at peace.

I don't want to die, but it's too late, I'm going to die and I'll never see him again.

I always took pride in my name.... Anabella Reed daughter of the president, daughter of the mayor, smarter kid in the whole of America.

But that name killed me.

It's happening, I can feel myself slipping away, I can't feel anything, the pain is gone, even the one in my heart, I feel, numb.

Opening my eyes to stare at the sky I realize that it's blank.

"You'll be fine Oreo" I hear a masculine voice say and I finally slip away.

Numb, Blank, Dead.