Being in love with my teacher

True story, on the struggles of being in love with a teacher, or someone you can't be with. My story step by step on how my teacher and I became so close.
Behind the story:
I was a different student in middle school. I was the 'emo' girl who listened to Sleeping With Sirens, Black Veil Brides, Of Mice & men and etc. I had one simple wish, that is to fit in and have friends, my real first friend was my teacher. Soon after I become very close, very very close, (don't want to spoil some amazing things he has done, you have to read to find out) and soon saw a crash of love for him, that changed my life from
Q: what's the 3 day cycle?
What I meant by the 3rd day of the 3 day cycle is at my middle school our class days are split up into three sections, for example 2 out of the 3 days I have Math, Science, Ela, Social Students, etc and music, gym, art I only have once in the cycle