Our little secret
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Last published Sat, Jan 22, 2022
"This is our little secret, you promise?"
As those words have left the mouth of Elylas boyfriend a few months ago, her whole life turned around.
Nightmares, panic attacks, blackouts became more and more frequent.
After graduation she decided to start a new life. Flying to the USA to be an Au Pair seemed to be the perfect opportunity to get away from the hollowing shadows of her life. Meeting new people, building friendships, maybe even participating in 7 minutes of heaven. But the nightmares never let go of her.
Disclaimer: This book contains descriptions of sexual abuse, panic attacks and racism. If one of the triggering scence will occur in a chapter, I will write it at the top.
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