Yu Ziyuan's back story and her point of view on the abuse she inflicted on Omega Wei Wuxian. Some knots are tied and some realizations made. Part 3 of the Letting go of self-restraint series, can be also read as stand-alone fan fiction but I recommend to read it after the first part of the series describing Wei Wuxian's experience and recovery. Part 1 - Wei Wuxian's journey to recovery Part 2 - Wangxian having their baby Part 3 - Yu Ziyuan's POV and her punishment Part 4 - Jiang Cheng's and Wen Ning's story (in preparation) Part 5 - A-Yuan gets lost and his parents are frantically searching for him (in preparation) Part 6 - A-Yuan rescues an injured puppy and he wants to keep it (side story) This fic will contain themes and mentions that may be trigerring, please read the warnings and tags I used and proceed at you own discretion. English is not my first language so I apologise in advance for any mistakes. I am also not very familiar with chinese culture, customs nor naming conventions so this work may in some places not be 100% accurate. I do not own any characters I have used in my story, this is purely a work of fan fiction. Hope you will enjoy reading :) The story is now available in other languages: - spanish, translated by idktaku1, thank you for translating! - https://www.wattpad.com/story/254773467-dejar-ir-el-autocontrol-te-odio-porque-te-temoAll Rights Reserved