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Letting go of self-restraint 3 - I hate you because I fear you

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Reads 7,915
Votes 324
Parts 10
Time 1h 8m

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abuse adultthemes angst childabuse fanfiction introspection mdzs mentalhealthissues modaozushi omegaverse torture untamed violence weiwuxian weiying yuziyuan

Yu Ziyuan's back story and her point of view on the abuse she inflicted on Omega Wei Wuxian. Some knots are tied and some realizations made.

Part 3 of the Letting go of self-restraint series, can be also read as stand-alone fan fiction but I recommend to read it after the first part of the series describing Wei Wuxian's experience and recovery.
Part 1 - Wei Wuxian's journey to recovery
Part 2 - Wangxian having their baby
Part 3 - Yu Ziyuan's POV  and her punishment
Part 4 - Jiang Cheng's and Wen Ning's story (in preparation)
Part 5 - A-Yuan gets lost and his parents are frantically searching for him (in preparation)
Part 6 - A-Yuan rescues an injured puppy and he wants to keep it (side story)

This fic will contain themes and mentions that may be trigerring, please read the warnings and tags I used and proceed at you own discretion.

English is not my first language so I apologise in advance for any mistakes. I am also not very familiar with chinese culture, customs nor naming conventions so this work may in some places not be 100% accurate.

I do not own any characters I have used in my story, this is purely a work of fan fiction.

Hope you will enjoy reading :)


The story is now available in other languages:

- spanish, translated by idktaku1, thank you for translating! - https://www.wattpad.com/story/254773467-dejar-ir-el-autocontrol-te-odio-porque-te-temoAll Rights Reserved

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