This poem is a reflection of a time when I was sick of deception. I wanted to know The Truth about life. It was a difficult time full of pain and disappointment; a time of believing lies and false perceptions. I screamed out to God for answers and I wanted, no, I needed the absolute truth. Raw Truth with no "warm fuzzies". This obsession for truth took me straight to my knees at the cross of Jesus Christ. I owe Him my life.... Literally.