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Gambling Love

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Parts 7
Time 48m

Call me selfish call me inconsiderate I can't help my wolf isn't responding well my  heart 'that fucking hurts I keep crying or end up over working yet they aren't happy instead forcing me into something I am not even ready... tear running down I can't help I can't I still remember each and every word of that women and I can't help but agree she was right in every sense she was, I am incomplete....I howled in pain I blocked my pack link the last thing I want my people to suffer i have been ruining from hours Heart pumping, head spinning, lungs bursting and body screaming for more... Every muscle craves relaxation as blood courses miles of veins and a pulse sounds in my ears... ba-boom, ba-boom. It's a glimpse of heaven for a few seconds. I love it. Wait. What do you call this again? Oh yeah, adrenaline.  it was dark without moon to shine my way and me running like manic wasn't helping I can feel cuts I am getting from branches since I am not avoiding them and I tripped and fell through the hill everything is spinning I tried to grips branches with my paws but I broke my leg fuck if HURts I closed my eyes letting pain sinks The rock falls away beneath my feet. I know there is a ledge, otherwise I'd be falling, but I can't see it at all. If I turn my head too far I could unbalance and the drop is further than I can see. Already the adrenaline coursing unchecked, urging me to do what I cannot. Sure my muscles are stronger and I'm more awake than I've ever been, but this isn't a situation where running hard for a long time is going to help. There are hand holds here, I know it. I just have to think back to my training. Out here there's no safety rope, no soft mats to land on. I wish the human body was wired differently, I wish I could get the increased strength without the urge to run but I can't. All I have is the rock, the wind and a long way down. How could I have thought this would ever be fun?All Rights Reserved

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