The Average Black Girl: The Diamond Summer Story

Have you ever been at a point in life where you just feel incomplete? like nothing is right and nothing is technically wrong either? I hate complaining because I don't feel my problems are worthy enough for the worlds attention. Not only that but people have there own problems why would I want to add on to that? I honestly do want somebody to love me and I want to love them back but I'm not sure if I'm capable of that? relationships never worked out for me before so why would they now? I often tell people I don't need a man! Its too much work ! They ain't shit! but that's only partly true another side of me craves someone to hold me and tell me I'm special and wanted. I'm one of those people who constantly think all the time. I'm not a very shy or passive person though at times I can be. I'm not a very Wild and crazy person though at times I can be. I often come off as Arrogant or Boijii as a girl I knew once called me but that's not true.Its not true at all.