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Complete, First published Nov 05, 2020
Mature
Book One of the Breaking Jessa Series: 


Jessa Miller is beautiful chaos.  Diagnosed as Bipolar, she is always one step from burning everything to the ground.  Her lows are low, but her highs are sprinkled with magical pixie dust where everything is just within her reach.  She is invincible; she is unbreakable.  Nothing or no one can ever hurt her.

Driven by her compulsions and fueled by the influences around her, Jessa only has one true passion in life, her music. She wants to be a star and escape the small Ohio town.  She will do anything it takes to live her dream, even if it means losing herself in the process.  	

After an exceptionally bad episode, Jessa finds herself stuck, running between Nathan Webster, the man who can give her everything she wants, and Cameron Nash, her adorably goofy yet slightly grumpy best friend who has always been there to keep her grounded when she is at her worst. 

What happens when friendship lines are blurred and living in reality becomes too much to take? Is living your dream at any cost worth the risk of losing your sanity?  


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💚💙 The follow-up to the Drowning Series 💚💙

Please Check out the Prequel Series:
Drowning Series (Complete)-
Drowning: Book One
Resurfacing: Book Two
Breathing: Book Three

🥇#1 Brave Girls Writing Contest- General Fiction
🥉#3 Books and Beyond Award 2020- Misc. Category
🥈#2 The Hot Chocolate Awards- New Adult
Best Antagonist- Rising Phoenix Awards- Combo Category

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"I'm assuming that little speech was meant for me?" "It was meant for everyone." "But mostly me. Is it because I called her selfish earlier? Are you still hung up on that?" "I'm not hung up on anything, Gemma." "Then why would you go up there and say that?" I demand, my voice rising above a whisper. "Of all days, why would you choose today to publicly humiliate me?" "Today isn't about you, Gemma," Bowie says, catching me by surprise. "Today is about Raelyn, and the fact that we all failed her." ----------- 𝕲𝖊𝖒𝖒𝖆 𝕭𝖊𝖆𝖚𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖙's life is turned upside down the day she gets the call that her best friend, Raelyn, took her own life. No note, no explanation, just an empty bottle of pills atop a mountain of unanswered questions. As far as Gemma knew, Raelyn wasn't depressed. Why did she do this? Why did she kill herself? While searching for answers, she forms a bond with Evangeline, Raelyn's six-year-old daughter. Gemma soon learns that Raelyn didn't just leave behind a daughter, though. She also left a stack of secrets so high that Gemma fears she never knew her best friend at all. She's so desperate to find out the truth that she may get more than she bargained for. After all, you can't un-ring a bell. BOOK ONE IN THE RAE OF LIGHT SERIES. Copyright © 2019 Briana Eliza. All rights reserved. 50k - 60k words Awards: 2019 Summer Zodiac Awards - 2nd Place ⭐️ 2019 Talent Awards - 1st Place ⭐️ 2020 Winter Rose Awards - Honorable Mentions 2020 Belle Amé Awards - Runner Up