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I was slowly dieing I new it would happen soon I didn't tell any one I was slowly dieing. It HURT slowly dieing but if dieing is what it takes to save them I'll be happy to die and when you stop and wonder why the worlds still spinning I hope you think of me before I became something monsterous and vile just think about the darkness that eats away your soul and leaves you broken think of me and never forget the darkness and me.
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