Suicidal(ERERI/RIREN)
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[THIS STORY IS INCOMPLETE. PLEASE CHECK OUT MY OTHER STORY "Look Into My Eyes and Tell Me What You See" FOR THE COMPLETE VERSION. THANK YOU]
After months of deep depression, Levi decides to take a big step. But before he was able to, a certain brunet with breathtaking, awe-inspiring eyes saves him from his cruel choice.
(I do not own any of the AOT/SNK characters or the manga. The plot of the story is mine. I advise to watch AOT or read the manga before reading this fan fiction.Trigger Warning)
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Levi Ackerman; Humanity's strongest he had been told. Nevertheless, everyone has their weaknesses, and for this man, his name was Commander Erwin Smith. ---- |A few short explanations| This book is based off the Anime of AOT, in which Hanji is depicted as a woman. I will be using she/her pronouns for them. Levi is NOT a Lance Corporal; he is a Lieutenant who goes by the nickname 'Captain'. He's still the leader of Squad Levi, however. At the time this story begins, he has had this title for 3 years. Erwin is way nicer when he is alone with Levi than when they are in public, so no it's not personality inconsistency. Erwin and Levi are closer than they act. Levi cares more than he lets on. ---- Tw: Basically, read at your own risk. Why would I spoil the book and write any trigger warnings here? Its tagged as 'Mature' for a reason, so be advised. I do not own the cover picture, Attack on Titan, nor any of the people in this story, save for one or two unimportant side characters.Complete![Remember [Levi x OC]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/280117578-256-k954356.jpg)
Remember [Levi x OC]
⚠️ Depressed & Suicidal reader ⚠️ ⚠️ Mention of abuse ⚠️ Preview: "I'm resigning tomorrow. I can't do this anymore" I said and once those world left my mouth Levi's face scrunched up a little bit, "What the hell! Why would you do that?!" He yelled angrily. "I'M DONE!" I yelled back as I stalked up to him and got in his face, "I'M DONE LIVING A FUCKING LIE! I'M DONE BEING FUCKING LIED TO! AND I'M DONE BEING IN PAIN, EVERY! SINGLE! DAY!". My eyes began to sting once more and before I knew it another tear rolled down my cheek. "I tried, so hard, the last few weeks, I can't just go on and pretend nothing has happend before, during and after the memory loss. And so I wouldn't see the face of the man I've fell in love with" I said but mumbling the last part hoping he didn't hear me, but he did. I turned around to walk away from Levi to go back to HQ to pack my things, but came to an abrupt stop when Levi grabbed my wrist and spun me around. He pullled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around me, "LET ME GO!" I shouted as I tried to get away from him. Over and over I tried to loosen myself from his grip. If I got lose just a little bit Levi would tighten his hold on me. After many failed attempts to get away from him I could feel my kegs giving in on me. "Please, I'm begging you. Just let me go" I pleaded in a whisper as Levi gently brought us down to the ground. "I'm sorry".Complete
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Darkness. That's all I could see. Everywhere I looked, the inky blackness engulfed my vision. I squinted, searching for any speck of light, but found nothing. "Hello?!" My shouts echoed unanswered into the void. Panic rose as the darkness pressed down. I was alone here, floating in nothingness. I racked my aching mind, trying to recall how I came to be trapped in this endless night. Then, I heard it. A voice, calling my name. It repeated like a broken record, pleading for me to wake up. Could I be...dead? Slowly, I opened my eyes, wincing as sunlight flooded in through a nearby window. Blinking, I took in my surroundings - a hospital room. I glanced right to see cabinets stocked with medicine, then left, where a familiar pair of dull gray eyes met my violet ones. Relief, care, guilt, and confusion swirled in those stormy irises. Confusion...over what I was. The question I dreaded to answer. In his usual monotone, he asked, "𝗧𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗲𝘅𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂?" __________________ 𝗦𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱: December 20, 2021 𝗙𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱: September 21, 2025 • I don't own photos/videos in this story so credits to the owners • I don't own the AOT and it's characters they all belong to the creator Hajime Isayama. • I only own the OCs and their storyline/sComplete
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"Why are you acting like this?" Levi didn't respond right away. His grip on the reins didn't loosen, and the line of his jaw stayed sharp as stone. The others were far enough ahead now, just distant shadows through the trees. No one could hear them. He took a slow breath. Then, quietly, "Because everyone I care about dies." He didn't look at her. His eyes trained on the terrain ahead. "It doesn't matter what I do. How hard I fight. How many I protect. If I let someone get close, they die. It's like..." He paused, voice tightening. "Like the universe has it out for them the second I give a damn." Elsa remained still against him, heart tight in her chest. "That's my curse," he muttered. "I call it a fatal attraction. Every time I start to care, start to feel something, it's like a damn target gets painted on their back. And I'm the one that handed over the brush." His voice dipped even lower. "I can't let that happen to you." ---------------------------------------------------------- TW: suicidal ideation, sex as a form of self-harm, intense emotional trauma, PTSD, explicit sexual scenes, detailed gore, major character death ---------------------------------------------------------- i wrote this because I wanted to create an alternate story ending for Levi. i needed to see him live happily ever after. that being said, i know romance with this man is a messy asf. so prepare yourselves ;)Complete
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[Discontinued. But there is a rewrite version on my account] Yes, this is one of those cliche get-sucked-into-an-anime-world type of fanfiction so you all know the drill. My character is my character and SnK/AoT characters are SnK/AoT characters, not mine. So, I died in my world right? Turns out I was an otaku that was into anime and stuff. But guess what~? I happened to be placed in the SnK/AoT world! And I read the mangas and watched the anime! So I think I can survive here! But guess what, I'm still dead?! P.S. It seems this AoT/SnK world is a mix of the manga and the anime. Some parts are from the anime and some are from the manga. It's weird but I've learned to cope with it. P.S.S. The content in this fanfiction may trigger some people. Because of these contents I warn you and am sorry if I trigger you. Update: USAGE OF ALL SIDE STORIES: INCLUDING LEVI'S BACKSTORY AND ILSE'S NOTEBOOK Ranked #1 in Kyojin - 6/13/2020Complete
Levi Ackerman; Humanity's strongest he had been told. Nevertheless, everyone has their weaknesses, and for this man, his name was Commander Erwin Smith. ---- |A few short explanations| This book is based off the Anime of AOT, in which Hanji is depicted as a woman. I will be using she/her pronouns for them. Levi is NOT a Lance Corporal; he is a Lieutenant who goes by the nickname 'Captain'. He's still the leader of Squad Levi, however. At the time this story begins, he has had this title for 3 years. Erwin is way nicer when he is alone with Levi than when they are in public, so no it's not personality inconsistency. Erwin and Levi are closer than they act. Levi cares more than he lets on. ---- Tw: Basically, read at your own risk. Why would I spoil the book and write any trigger warnings here? Its tagged as 'Mature' for a reason, so be advised. I do not own the cover picture, Attack on Titan, nor any of the people in this story, save for one or two unimportant side characters.
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