ON MY KNEES
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"please stop", she cries as the begs this disgusting man hovering over her. His yellowed teeth glowing in the dark, Lydia could mistake him for the grim reaper who has come to reap her soul off its innocence and joy.
Follow the life of Lydia as she battles depression,abuse and eventually encounters God. It's definitely not an easy one as the demons of her past threaten to pull her out of her new found peace.
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"Tah!, You! ,God, does he know you?, Madam better get dressed soon' ,Amanda laughs and bangs the door on her face.
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