Angst Ballie AU, love is messy, and sometimes you need to walk away from it when it's best for you. but when someone from Beas past shows up for the holidays, all the pent up and hidden emotions she thought she hide deep down comes out. will history repeat itself or will this time finally be it? this is a little more personal story for me, a lot of the interaction between Bea and Allie are true events, especially a lot of the conversations, personally I'm Bea. it's all true up until the end. I hope you all enjoy it! I dont own anyone or the right to the show, I just use it to my enjoyment. all mistakes are mine.