ambivalence
/amˈbɪv(ə)l(ə)ns,amˈbɪvəl(ə)ns,amˈbɪvələns/
noun
the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.
"the girl's ambivalence about the importance of her identity"
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Y/n is someone with a pretty accurate life, in her school, you can find plenty of them horses,
but also jerks and these so-called "dumb nerds".
Besides those though, she has great friends. Friends, who are basketballers. With their team
names "Bts" and "Ateez", they'll participate in a tournament soon, competing against each
other and other teams like "Got7", "TxT", "P1Harmony", "Stray Kids" and so on.
Not taking anyone's side, Y/n hopes everything will go well.
But there's this one guy, who really gets on her nerves. Song Mingi, the crush of all horses
and pretty popular.
But he's not the only guy, who wants to mess with her heart...
And who is Marlene, a girl who seemed obsessed with the friend group, yet no one knows
her?
A series of unexpected plots reach Y/n and her friends, 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑗𝑜𝑖𝑛 𝑢𝑠?
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{perhaps sensitive content?
{if there's someone from my class, you didn't see anything... pshh~
{greetings to my beloved teachers
{some Vmin and Woosan soulmate content
{uhm Yunhobi
{#1 ateezff, 24th Jan. 2021
{#1 mingiff, 19th Jan.2021
{#1 ambivalence, 15th Jan.2021
{made w sincerity by eha
From the first day you saw him sitting on top of the old railcar through the chain-link fence, you felt a connection, but little did you know how it would end for you both.
What he sees in your eyes the day you meet is the same look he sees reflected in his mirror- pain, isolation, depression, and something darker.
Years later, your life's path brought you two together again, and fate started to turn. There was no way out, no way but one.
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You try to hide your scars with the kitchen towel. He pulls the towel away and caresses your wrists while looking into your eyes with heartache.
"Talk to me."
You reply, "There's nothing to talk about."
Both of you knew it was a lie.
Can you trust the boy you met behind the chain-link fence with your dark secret?
In the end, will love be reason enough to live?
Is Faith and Hope enough to bring these two together?
Will the joining of their hearts and bodies be what they need to survive?
Trigger warning: Depression. Mental health issues. Discussion of self-harm and childhood s/a. (Not romanticized or glorified or explicitly written.)
BTS and OCs. Cover by: LAJoyner