Letting my brain scream

The following are ramblings that I needed to get out of my brain so that I don't lose my mind. I find it hard to talk to people and so recently writing has been my attempt at processing my thoughts. It isn't intended for anyone but me, so it is far from polished or perfect. I think the only way I might find some inner peace is if I express freely without trying to make sense of it all and fitting it into a format that others may understand.