Mr Loverman
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Last published Sun, Nov 8, 2020
A hisoillu fic in which Hisoka dies and Illumi doesn't know what to do.
Trust me when I say you may want some tissues I've cried just writing the beginning.
⚠️TW⚠️ This fic contains A LOT of trigger topics such as : Depression, self harm, drug use, suicide And anorexia. There may be more triggering topics written but as of right now the ones listed above are what are going to be written. Please if these topics trigger you I advise not to read or read at your own risk.
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