𝟕𝔱𝔥 𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔚𝔬𝔡𝔦𝔢𝔰// $𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔪 - Sarah🚬🖤 - Wattpad

𝟕𝔱𝔥 𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔚𝔬𝔡𝔦𝔢𝔰// $𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔪

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Parts 15
Time 1h 54m

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"I can't get your face out of my head and it's driving me insane
Tryna do my best to hold it back and just stay up in my lane
I'm so fuckin' lonely in my condo, feelin' so deserted
I'm so fuckin' sorry, all the times you left me feeling hurt
Need some drugs to take this pain, numb me up 'cause it is too much
My soul is so broken, broken down and I'm lost as fuck
Ridin' late at night, I seen your face all in the sky
Shit got such a hole in me, it'd be easier to die"-$crimAll Rights Reserved

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