❝look at me, there has to be something more than what they see wholesome and pure oh so scared and unsure a poor man's sandra dee❞ -sandra dee reprise, olivia newton-john in which sometimes changing yourself can be for the better. [grey's anatomy season 9-10] [a leading lady novel] WARNING: this book contains gore, violence, sex and nudity, profanity, alcohol and drug use, sexual assault, suicide mentions, and death. please do not read if you are sensitive to these subjects. COPYRIGHT NOTE: i do not own any material from "grey's anatomy" within this story with the exception of my original characters and plot lines. all other rights go to shonda rhimes and abc.