George, also called Georgenotfound, gogy, or just the colorblind mcyt, lives in the UK. He's 24, and has a few close friends named Sapnap, or Nick, and Dream, which is named Clay, except no one ever really calls him that. George was in love with Clay, like it wasn't obvious. Almost everyone, even his fans, knew about it. But Clay was totally oblivious- he was in love with a girl he knew in real life, not just over the phone, in totally different countries.
Nick would try and help George feel better. They called themselves comfort buddies. George got his comfort from Nick, and Nick got a small taste of being in a relationship. Neither of them had feelings for each other though, and they never engaged in anything sexual. It was just friends who used one another for emotional support more or less.
Clay was too busy to even notice, or care really, about how George felt about him. He would flirt with him quite often, though he only ever meant it as a joke. It was like his own running gag, that he was in love with George despite the fact that he clearly wasn't. George was hurt by this quite a lot, and to him the feeling was similar to that of drowning. Drowning in his sorrow and lovesick heart.
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Clay was born too early which makes him struggle a lot. His daily battle with multiple disabilities doesn't make his life easy and after also being bullied, even by his own brother, he shuts down around almost everyone and develops selective mutism. Instead of talking, he starts writing to the person he wants to become friends with.
George who struggles with ADHD and a mood disorder suddenly receives notes in his locker each day from an unknown person. The notes cheer him up each time and at the same time he starts becoming closer to the quiet and shy Clay.
When George also becomes friends with Clay's brother, he has to choose between either him, who hates Clay, or choose for the sweet Clay. But does he fall for the manipulative behaviour of Clay's brother or does he stay loyal to Clay?
Warnings:
-Sexual assault (a kiss/in the end only)
-Suicidal thoughts (not many)
-(Emotional) abuse
-Bullying
-Ableism
(NOT A SHIP BOOK, just a platonic friendship :D)