imagine this: by day, you're in this complicated af square of relationships that are solely based off sexual tension and the sexiness of not being able to fuck the second you see each person. first, you have this extremely hot (not to mention young) psychology teacher (mr big) who always looks at and who you would just love to get your hands all over...
you have tye, the weird, but somewhat quiet (in class) geek with huge ass hands (who you sometimes sit next to and goof around with while trying to show off as much skin as possible) that you fantasize about being fingered by during math class...
and then you have henry, your long distance, high school sweetheart boyfriend, who's saving himself for marriage, who you just wanna pin against a wall and make him scream as much as he would make you scream in during a good old shower sex sesh...
going through every day not being able to initiate anything real (sex wise, of course, you DO still have a boyfriend) with any of these three, incredibly sexy, men gets extremely exhausting, which is probably why you get very good sleep at night... that is, if sleep now translates to sex dreams...
read through all the diary entries of your horny self, enjoy all the experiences that you can just pretend are real, and just... keep the secret of wanting sex on the table before marriage away from your boyfriend...
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- swearing and mature/sexual language
- kinda smutty
- kinda kinky
- knifeplay
- bloodplay
- other fetishes
- being tied up
- degradation (consensual)
- slight bdsm
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright