Identity
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This piece of work is my own and is written loosely based on personal experience of everyday feelings however I have never been formally diagnosed with any mental illness.
I don't encourage self harming or suicidal behaviours and urge anyone who experiences either to see a doctor or counsellor or both. Suicide dies not end the chances of things getting worse, it only ends the chances of things getting better.
I'm happy to accept any criticisms.
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𝗞𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲, 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗴𝘆. 𝗛𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲. 𝗛𝗼𝘄𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿, 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝗞𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸. 𝗡𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗴𝗻𝗶𝘇𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻. 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀, 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝘁 𝗕𝗮𝗸𝘂𝗴𝗼. ⚠︎Waring:︎This Book Includes- ☹︎self harm ☹︎depression ☹︎suicide (mention/attempt) ☹︎anorexia ☹︎death ✔︎But it also includes- ☻︎Kiribaku ☻︎Shinkami ☻︎No quirks ☻︎No uniforms ☻︎boyxboy so if you don't like they then fuck off
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