The one who Stays

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Life has become so depressing I don't want to get out of bed it hurts time is ticking maybe I won't survive they say I miss my old life these changes are too sudden will I ever go back to my old life?

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S̸̡̩̹̫̺͓̭̏̃͗͝o̷̧̙̱̗̯͓͐̒͛̐m̶̠̼̳͖̬̦͇̈́̍͛e̸̺͗̍̓͗̈̃͛o̵̫̹̺̬̱̫̤̾̈́̏̍͑́̓n̴̟̗͙̜͙̆̏e̸͕͑͑̇̀͛̈ ̴̡͇̱̻̽̇s̴̰͆̈́ą̵̢̧̙͓̃̊̚v̶̰̫̳̱̔̕e̷̥̟͓̖̞̙̬̤̿̌͗̍͛͑͝ ̸̟̇͌m̶̥͈͛͐e̵̖̥̫̹̪̳̣̲̻̍̒͛̅̔͠.̸̛̫̘̭̟̺̋̊̌ ̸͉̮̞͗͗̐̂͌̓́̅͆Ī̸̼̠̠͖̰́̐́̆̾͐̂̅͝ ̵̡̡̼͍̹̞̰̜͑͗̄͂̆̅̓̚͜͠j̴̢̦͎̒̐̿͒͆̌̊̚u̷̬̠̬̍̽͆̀̉̓̌̑͝͝s̷͔͔͈͓̮͛̉̀̓̂̉͊t̵̡͚͕̲̤̗̰̱͉̹̀̏͛̑̄͛̒̂̕͝ ̵̖̻̩̬̈́̀͛͑͊͒͗͘͠ẇ̵̝͓̐̓́͆͝ȃ̸̬̗͓̝̼̗͕̖͎̆̆̓͑̕ņ̴̛̬͔͈̙́̇̑̽ẗ̴̡̰͇͖͕̽̇͆ ̷̣̭͛̆̀͋̎͗͊̈͆͝ț̸̤͉̬̈́̐́̎̾͑͝ȏ̶̡͈̦̬̥̣̘̗͉͍̓̎ ̴̛͖̞̣̰͆̈͌̒̚b̴͍͚̪̘̐̔̅̃e̶̛͇͇͉͚̙̳͔̝͔̠͛͐ ̸̡̤̦̖̥̹̫̠͆͘͜ṇ̶̢̢͔̮͐̓͐͗̈́͗ờ̶̢̧̩̰̝͎̻͇̥̣͊̌r̷̥̝͉̪̟̞̂m̸̬͌͆̃͘a̶̛͕̺̫̰̔̇̅̿̑̐͘ͅl̶͙͎̉̅͑̎̍̒,̶̗̖̜͙̝͊͗͠I̴̼̹̖̘̠̰͈̅͐ ̸͚̯̼̭̲̪͎̈́̇̈́͑̎̌͜d̵̰̜̖̎̑ò̵͎̥͇͆͂̐̆̆̽̓͆̌n̶̨̥͙̲͉̤̼̹͎̭̂̆̓'̸̯̮̭̫͓̥̗̔ẗ̶̼̝̥͓́͒ ̷̛̹͈̮͍̦̤̥̲̯͗́̚͝w̷̩̉̏a̴̡̪̠͉̻̥̗͉͂̒̄̓̅͐̽́ṋ̶̢̰͕͖̪͖̟̰̎͂͂͝ț̴̨̞̥̺̦̞͉̪̈̾̊̎͠ ̶͎̪͔̝̻̑͆̅͋̄̚ͅt̸͇̥̩͍͗̔͒o̶̪̟̹͆̉͝ ̸̣̣̓̍̔̅̎ḩ̷̢̧̙͍͋̅͐ȅ̵̖̽́̇̅͐́͝a̸̤͔͎̹̯͎̻̺̓ͅr̶͙̿̇ ̵̪̭̖̮̖͊͊̽͒̇̓̀͜t̶̹͇̭̹̟̲͊̃͐̀͒͒̚͘͠h̵̡̢̩̣̞̩̠̜̯̃̅̾̍̐̃̄̈́ȩ̴̳͕̘̔̃̿̈́͑ ̶̢̢̲̖͈̥͎͛͋̆̕͝v̴̹͍̩͙̍̌͝ò̶̪̘̘̓̂ỉ̷̢̛̪́̅̃̒̽͝c̴̾̊͗͜ĕ̷̜̏s̶̛̞̟̲̗̫̙̭͎͚̋̓͛̕ ̴̣̬̐͐͋̒͂̀̊́͠ị̶̖͊̒͘̕n̷̢̟̳̙͓̱̲̮͔͆ ̶̲̠͇̖̱̜̠̼̇͌ͅm̶̞̰̺͊̇̀̂̍̅͘ͅͅŷ̵̢̡̲͍͕̪̟̅̚̕͝͝ͅ ̷̡̧̢̗̭̞͌͂̂̓̄h̷̰̘͍̠̀̑̉̌͆̄̾͠ę̴̞͓̖͉̲̞̹̞͍͒̍̍̅͐̅͝a̴̞̪͈̺̥̒̅̉͗̿̊͋͝ḑ̶̦̪͐̊̃͋͊͝͝.̴̋͊͂͆͊̇̃̂͠

I loved you and you loved me. But you left. I changed and so did you. I still love you but do you? How can you forget me so easily? Do you even know me? "I want you and only need you"

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'Don't look back, that's the worst thing you can do...'

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