• contains triggering writing and swearing please do not read of you're offended by swearing or might be triggered • back when Michael clifford was Luke hemmings best friend , he came out to him & told him he was gay , ever since then luke has hated michael . Luke finds a new best friend josh and they told everyone about Michael being gay and made everyone think that he tried to kiss luke. Everyone started hating Michael and he started hating himself too . He hated everything about himself every little thing about his existence made him want to kill himself . He started self harming , purging , bruising him self . After high school Luke , josh and Michael went off to collage and to their surprise Luke and Michael were registered to share a dorm room , what will happen between them ? You just need to read to find out