(AU where John is kicked out by his father and has to resort to sharing a flat with his best mates old school friend) John should have know when he stepped through the door that his life was about to change. Should have guessed that his world was about to be turned upside down. But no. All he saw was an insanely gorgeous boy in front of him. Saw. He did not observe. (TRIGGER WARNING) Drug/alcohol abuse Suicidal thoughts Various forms of self harm Attempted suicide Suicide Parent abuse Spouse abuse