Trying (Larry Stylinson)
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Last published Tue, Apr 5, 2022
THIS STORY IS NOT COMPLETED!
TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorders, smut, bulimic behaviour, sucide thoughts, self harm, depression.
Louis is developing an eating disorder without really knowing it, from the start he was meant to lose only 3 pounds, but it became more than that.
If he can recover from the disorder while being in the middle the "Where we are tour" is a question.
"I looked at myself in the mirror that was all blurry from the long and warm shower, I had done my morning routine and had my towel attached around my waist. I cleaned about half of the mirrors from all the fog so I could look at my ugly face properly. All I could see was how fat I was, the fat on my stomach, the fat thighs, the arms, my double chin. On the other half of the mirror I wrote 'fat' with big letters, silly I know, but that is what I am, fat."
I also write this book from my own experience, my own thoughts and feelings. It's a way to cope with my ongoing depression and Ed's.
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