My life has gone crazy, I don't know what's happening to me and I'm going through unimaginable changes.
Physically I don't turn into anything, but mentally, I don't know, everything I see, everything I see arouses a deep emotion, a desire to hurt them, every word makes me cry until my face is rinsed by the tears springing from the desert to my soul, I hardly learned to abstain.
Even in the moments when I should laugh, cry, it all comes down to sadness, anger, suffering, pain, agony, screaming, everything that is worse, destruction.
I only find relief here in my diary on the battlefield.
I fight with my self, I fight for the power to control myself, for the power to live my life!
"Let me go!" I screeched as he dragged me out of the house. And quickly removed his hand from my hair to my arm.
"Mom! Dad!" I screamed right before they shut the front door so they couldn't see me.
I looked over and saw my sister on the ground crying and my brother being held back by two of the men in black. Tears streaming down his face. Derek stopped moving in defeat knowing that he wasn't going to get past all of the men in black. The men let him go and he sat on the ground next to my sister.
Somehow I slipped out of the mans grip. I immediately ran to my siblings and wrapped my arms around both of them. They hugged me tight not wanting to let me go.
"I love you guys!" I cried right before I was ripped out of their arms and thrown into the back of a van. I heard my brother and sister yelling after the van started moving.
"Goodbye." I cried silently.
Devyn Marriott's life fell apart all in one day. The day she found out her boyfriend cheated on her with her best friend. The day she found out her mother and father were apart of a gang. The day she found out her parents sold her to another gang. The day she felt broken again.
#1 in traumaticpast 9/11/2020
#2 in crucial 5/26/2020
#1 badlove 2/27/2021
#11 in about 9/11/2020
#4 in brokengirl 5/22/2020
#21 in cheatingboyfriends 5/15/2020