Haven in your arms

"If you could go back before the hotel, before haven, and hell, before death"....." before when you would laugh and hold me in your arms the faint smell of flowers, the sweet scent of chocolate and baked goods if only we could go back" my vision blurs as the tears well up in my eyes." back to before would yo-you just walk the other way" my voice rises as it cracks I can fill there eyes on me but i didn't care how could i when he can say that with such a smile.