Lost without your smile (BxB) ((On Hold))

Imagine this:
Your name is Felix Rayne, you're a 17 year-old school student that has an average life. Until one day. You walk into your friend, Lucas Smith's house and find him collapsed on the floor. He's covered in blood and is cold to the touch. Your best friend has commited suicide and you? You're shocked at the fact that the person you've known your entire life has killed themselves. He seemed like a happy go lucky guy who had everything going for him, he was top in his year and was one of the most attractive males you've ever known. He always had a smile on his face and never really seemed sad.
And now, you try to follow your daily routines and deal with the loss of your bestfriend.