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I'm scared of the sea. I can't help but think of the danger it brings. The width and depth seem forever. But I know that someday, I'm going to swallow all my fears and sail into that immense body of menace. Because I have to find him. I have to see him. I have words I haven't told him yet. There are things he needs to know and I don't care if it matters now or it never really mean anything at all. I just have to find him.All Rights Reserved

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𝘼𝙩𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 // [Semi-Yandere] Twst x reader by ShuuXuyin

𝗠𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗰𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀. Yup that was how everyone in NRC describes you as. But one thing about you is that, you are quite lucky. How? well your parents are beautiful their beauty was out of the earth. That's how people would tell you, a child of the sun and the deep ocean. Something that could blind you and find you peace, everything was perfect. 𝗣𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗺 𝘄𝗮𝘀. That you didn't come to NRC on your own will. Actually you got teleported here with out your will, it was sad and all but. At least you got to enjoy your day's with companies surrounding you, atleast you weren't particularly lonely. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝘆. Attract quite the unpleasant side of them. And you being dumb and all, didn't notice that. Even if you were smart, you won't even figured it out. How could a dumb boy/girl ever realised that? That's just their point ln view, what about your view? 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗽𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗵𝘂𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿? 𝗢𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹... Made by - Shu Xuyin. Made in - 29/1/2023.

Just My Luck (boyxboy) by kodycolors

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Release Me by anna_rose01

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Trepidation || Wanda Maximoff by thewritingmarvel

Riley Walker or The Spider. That's what people know her as. With her superhuman strength, speed and agility, heightened senses, wall crawling and web shooting abilities Riley makes it her purpose to help the people of New York. But a perfectly told lie has shaped her life. Will Riley find the truth or will the truth find her first? ---------- Trepidation - A feeling of fear or anxiety about something that may happen. ---------- "And I don't the world to see me cause I don't think that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am" - Iris, by The Goo Goo Dolls ---------- My description skills are dreadful so my apologies This is kinda a wrong number fanfic - it progresses into less of one I guess :) Wanda Maximoff x female OC Marvel, Avengers AU (doesn't follow movie plots but set after AoU)

The Man in the Wilderness by shepherd4583

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The Obsidian Key ✔️ by Saphire_Lily

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Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

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Just My Luck (boyxboy) cover

Release Me cover

Trepidation || Wanda Maximoff cover

The Man in the Wilderness cover

The Obsidian Key ✔️ cover

ALL THAT WAS LEFT BEHIND cover

The Little Beacon (GT DNF Merman AU) cover

Perfect Without Scars .{major Construction} cover

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy cover

The survival of a civilization. The Ring of Fire cover

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