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Ongoing, First published Nov 15, 2020
feel so empty..
feel so alone...
want to die...
but I'm afraid..


this story is gonna be short and not long chapters


WARNING THIS STORY HAS DEEP STUFF SO IF THIS TYPE OF STUFF TRIGGERS YOU
 
Please don't read this
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