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Hiraeth

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"Daniel!" Grayson screamed reaching over the edge attempting to grab his boyfriend. "I love you." He heard Daniel whisper whilst trying to catch his hand.

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Daniel never really had a lot of friends, but there was always one small group of people that were friendly to him, only one.

Making his way home one day, he meets someone, someone he never thought he'd would meet, someone he never thought he'd grow a connection with, someone he never thought he'd fall in love with.

But Grayson, he couldn't imagine a mistake from the past would bring him to this moment.

He never thought he'd fall in love with that mistake.


-disclaimer-

There is sex, mentions of self harm, self harm scenes, suicide attempts/mentions of suicide, eating disorders, bullying/cyber bullying, and drug abuse.

Trigger warnings will be put in the begin of every chapter necessary.

If this is something you're not interested, kindly leave and find something else to read. 

The cover is not my art, all credit deserves to go to the artist.

Enjoy the ride:,)All Rights Reserved

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