Yellow || hs au
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The devastating and heart wrenching story of Yellow, takes you through the journey and relationship of an addict, and a woman who views the world through rose colored glasses. Throughout the story of Yellow, you will see how the struggles, the disappointments, and the heartbreak, that branch from the illness, weigh on relationships and mental health. You'll see how heavily addiction affects not only the addict, but those they surround themselves with, too. Through undying love and understanding the seriousness of addiction and mental health, Harry and Clover fight against their own minds, all while trying to be what the other needs. But sometimes, life gets to be too much.
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"He loved the stars so I told them all about him. I told them everything there was to love about Harry Styles. I just wish he would have seen it too."
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Here I am yet again. I feel the beat of the music at my feet. It rushes up through my body giving me a pleasing feeling overcoming my body, I can feel it as I close my eyes and take in the environment without needing the view. My senses heightened, my conscious thoughts being subsided for the moment, and my body feeling on fire as if i'm above the world and I can see myself on a the outside looking in. This is the feeling. The feeling I crave and why I come back. I come back because its simple. I'm addicted Warning: Contain explicit language, includes sexual content, drug use, and thought on depression and suicide.
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