God's Jealousy in Their Love

Their meeting is sudden. Their love is sudden. God has created their love. God has created their destiny. Also God has taken everything from them. Is there anything they can do against God? Maybe no or maybe yes. But their love is going to be a legend as they are going to fight against the god, as they refuse to bend down under the burning dark flame of god's jealousy.
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"We made a promise to the god that we will never fall in love for each other. But we broke that promise."
Tears flowed down her cheek. Her flustered face made Sam's heart burn with agony.
" What are you trying to say?"
"Look at me Mia!"
Mia turned away from Sam.
"We broke the promise. That's why he tried to kill you as a punishment. To save your life, I have made an another promise to Christ. Go away from me, Sam! Never try to find me. I will never see you again."
Sam stood there like a fool. Then suddenly he started laughing like a mad dog.
"Mia! You made that promise to save me, right? Then I am also making a promise right here. From this day on, I will try to die everyday and every second! Let's see how your god saves me!"
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Sam is the major of Indonesian bomb diffusing army team. He met Akira, a reporter while trying to save her from drowning. Akira gets ahold of Sam's diary. While reading the diary, Akira gets to know why Sam tries to die every single day and learns about Sam's past and his first love , Mia. Will Akira, who is free spirited and has confidence that she will never fall in love, finally fall for cold hearted Sam?