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Struggle for Release

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anxiety celeblife depression eatingdisorder harrystyles liampayne louistomlinson niallhoran onedirection zayn zaynmalik

Zayn Malik, known to the world as one of the members of One Direction. People say he has everything- Money, fame and talent. They say, he is really happy in his life. Judging by his smile, he is. But the real question is- is he really happy? Is money, fame and talent everything? Is his smile true? The problem is sometimes the best smiles are the ones which hide the worst pains. Is that the case with Zayn? Do his band mates know?
Join him and his band mates on this rollercoster called life. 
Fair warning: This will contain mentions of ED, depression and anxiety. Trigger warning.
Also this is just a fanfic, so...yeah. 
Also the videos that I add, they have nothing to do with the story, well apart from the fact that they are sung by one direction. I just like putting them so there so yeah. I will add both live performances and studio version. Also just so you guys know, high notes are done by Zayn, in case you didn't know it already.
Enjoy!!

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half truths ,, l.s by ao3films

Looking back, Harry can differentiate the stages of it. It started with conscious eating, with trying to know exactly what was in his food and not wanting to put garbage into his body. Gradually, he started to work out more. And then came the restricting, where he slowly reeled back on carbs and fatty foods and sugar. But it wasn't too bad yet. All it was was thinking extra hard about his food choices and avoiding certain things. It was okay. Eventually, it stopped being okay. or, Harry struggles with an eating disorder. RUNNING FAST, STANDING IN PLACE (QUICK BREATHS, IT'LL END SOON) BY BRAVESTYLES ON AO3

Broken {Zarry Stylik} by lizardGurl337

Zayn Malik and Harry Styles, both members of the popular boyband One Direction, suffer from their own personal problems and are running from their past. Will they learn to help each other in the process, and overcome all of their troubles? Or will things just continue to get worse? Will the two boys find out about each other's problems? Will they tell the other adored members of One Direction? Follow the journey of Zayn and Harry as they outrun their past, with many tears, many smiles, and many hugs. Louis, Niall and Liam by their sides the whole time, being the supportive Best Mates that they are. This Story will obviously include Zarry, as well as some Niam, because who doesn't love a little cuteness from Daddy Direction and Niall the Church Boy 😌 Will Louis find a girlfriend who he shall love for eternity? I don't know you'll have to read to find out. This book will contain mentions and actions of Abuse, Self Harm, Self Hate, Swearing, Drinking, and Hateful Words!! There will be Warnings for you in case you do not wish to read those parts!!!! This story may also include Smut so stay tuned for that. Anyways this story is by Myself and the amazing @hazzaxmedicine ! Please enjoy our story!!!

Broken (a Niall Horan love story) by cow_queen

"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************

Our Modern Fairytale (ZM) [COMPLETED] by Mumal16

WINNER OF THE FANFICTION AWARDS 2017. Ranked #1 out of 77.1k Zayn stories, April 26 2020. Ranked #1 out of 252k Poetry books, May 8 2020. ~¤~ "You know that I'm not Cinderella's Prince Charming right? I'm a guy with loads of tattoos and a bad boy attitude." "I don't care about who you are or what you look like. Prince Charmings are meant for fairytales anyways." Bad decisions make good stories and that is how our modern fairytale started. ~¤~ COPYRIGHT © Mumal16. All rights reserved. This material may not be brodcast, republished or manipulated. ZAYN MALIK (AU) which means if you aren't a fan of him, you can still read the book because he is not a singer or a member of one direction in this book. Just a normal book character. Cover: @corvums

𝘾𝙍𝘼𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙄𝙉𝙏𝙊 𝙔𝙊𝙐 ↣ 𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝘿𝙄𝙍𝙀𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉 by itsdidge

[this is the story of how i learned to live. but don't worry! it's kind of a fun one.] - ❝No, Niall, you don't get it! Our mom left me at a fire station and caught the next flight back to you. You grew up with a family, you got baby pictures and warm sweaters. You had a home. I didn't. I guess she thought she was setting me up for a better life, one better than whatever she gave you, but it wasn't better. What do you want me to say? I was left, I was abused, I have one leg. I'm damaged goods. You, and the rest of the boys along with you... you have to learn how to be okay with that.❞ - When Mickey is nearly 16, she survives a car accident that kills her best friend. After, her life takes a 180. She meets her brother, and the rest of One Direction along with him. Things begin to look up. Living with a boy band on tour, and eventually in London, was never the future she imagined. Getting scouted by SYCO was never the future she imagined. But it was a future she didn't mind. Mickey finally gets a taste of the happiness she never had; family, love, a home worth going home to. But 16 years of damage had already been done. Mickey meets the boys with one and a half good legs, a broken smile, and nightmares so bad she'd rather not sleep. Are five singers fit to be a family? And even if they are, will Mickey Horan ever be able to let them in? [COMPLETED - BOOK ONE OF THE CIY SERIES] [UNDERGOING EDITING. BEAR WITH ME.]

A Love Close Near Death by ArianaLovve

(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.) Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay. As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels. What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed? (PS) I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.

13 Reasons why (Niall Horan story) Ziall And Niam by Claricepayne

Zayn was a happy lad as he grew up but as soon as he hit high school everything changed people bullied him and he turned dark. Then after 4 years of putting up with everything he decided he had enough and killed himself leaving everyone confused why he did it and close ones near him were struggling a lot especially a certain lad who had been friends with Zayn since they were little babies. That certain lad was Niall Horan After Zayn died, Niall locked himself in his bathroom for two days which Liam (Zayn's best friend and Niall's boyfriend) tried to get him out everyday because Niall's mum and dad had to work a lot so they didn't really know what was happening until when Niall was out so his mother took him to the doctor and they gave him a lot of medication but Niall only told Liam he was on one medication. It had been a week since Zayn had killed himself and let's just say Niall was not doing well at all. Liam,Louis and Harry have all been trying to help him get through this tough patch but what happens when an envelope turns up on Niall's door step with Zayn's writing on it Will Niall find out why Zayn did it? How will Niall cope? Would it put a stop to Liam and Niall's relationship? Carry on reading and you'll find out Twitter @claricepayne00 Instagram @claricepayne_wattpad Tumblr @claricepayne archive of their own @claricepayne00

A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

Happy Ending Doesn't Exist (One Direction) by leta1d

I was born in a beautiful family. I have the best mother, father and brother. I can sing, dance and play guitar. But just only one talent in our family could be my brother. He got famous and I was just me. I was bullied by his best mate. I had bruises and scars on my body. Brother, doesn't know this. Nobody knows. I hate my bully, my ex with a passion. I changed everything, became stronger and prettier, but for me happy ending doesn't exist. I fell in love and got broken. I couldn't take it anymore. So, now here I am. On this railway. It's the end. I'm Destiny Payne and this is my story. {One Direction love story} Few important rules : 1.DO NOT COPY MY WORK (seriously, people, don't do that) 2 . Don't be rude in the comment section. I want just happiness and unicorns there :) 3 . Don't be a silent reader. Your feedback means a lot to me. 4.Sorry in advance for spelling errors or punctuation. 5.Enjoy Copyright Â© 2014 Mind Happiness Work. All Rights Reserved.

Being Myself by Z_Ashika04

25th March 2015. The day which will go down as one of the darkest days in history. Hearts were broken and tears were shed. Zayn thought that he had done a good thing by leaving the band. But seeing the people's reactions, he started to doubt his decision. Was leaving the band a good choice? Was his health and happiness more important than that of the people? Will people ever love him again? What about the boys? What will happen to his career? Will anyone sign him into their record label? Will Simon let him by so easily? Join Zayn in his journey of existence. This is a story where hearts will be broken but also mended. A story where a man tries to leave his past and gain a name for himself. A story where a man strives for individuality. But most of all, a story where a member of the biggest band on the planet, strives to become himself again. Trigger warning: There will be mentions of anxiety, depression and also slight mentions of Eating Disorder. Best rankings: #14 in simoncowell #12 in celeblife #143 in eatingdisorder #238 in struggle

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half truths ,, l.s

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