Falling ~H.S~

!!!!!!This story contains violence, rape, sexualasshault, dirty language and suicidal thoughts, Don't read if you are sensitive!!!!!!!

I want to die, I want to kill myself, I'm suicidal, I'm just tired, I just want to be done, I just want to sleep, I want to be alone, I want to go home, no one cares, I don't care. These are phrases that people use, phrases that I use. We use them when we want to give up, the first three do we say a lot, without even meaning it, which have made that when you mean it, no one believes you. People use these phrases when you lose a game, or when there's no snacks in the cupboards, or when you drop your phone and it cracks, or when you think the math test is hard, you get it. When we say these things we say it to point out that you have given up, that you lost.